small world...dont believe me?

well listen to this <--how cle-shay does that sound?

anywho, i had my human service class today and there is a student who is deaf who has 2 interpreters.

let me set the backdrop (very brief.) My school is in fullerton california, i live in long beach california in the downtown area (im not worried about anybody planing to hunt me down on here so i can say where exactly if i want to.) now back to the story

one of the interpreters....lives in my building on the floor below mine!

isn't that crazy?!
what r the odds of this women not only living in my area but living in my exact building? you may find that about as amazing as a lady crossing the street all in one piecee but for me...oh...oh for me its insane!, out of this world!

that just goes to show that the world is not as big as we take it for granted to be.

random sidenote: we really should take care of ourselves more, health wise and emotional..wise idk if thats right but u get what i mean.

so yeah. that was random and i had to blog about it.




wow...i said i had to "blog" about it. how weird..
i love me


and you should love yourself too!

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therapy?...me?.....nah

yeah, thats what everyone says, (or if not says is thinking) but in all honesty, if you dont go to therapy or seek some form of outsde help (aside from your dog, pastor, and aunt sylvia,) then i can't consider you normal.

to me a therapist is the friend that no one wants to talk to but secretly everyone knows has the right answers. And by answers i dont mean that they tell you what to do. Becasue that is something they do not do.

i would know...im studying to become one myself.

they simple paraphrase what you have said, arrange questions in ways that get you thinking about yourself, and hve you say the solution yourself. All they are there for is to listen.

now i know you may think... "then what the hell am i paying somebody to listen to problems for when i can to my friends?"

well with your friends they can give bias solutions. Solutions that may be good for them but problematic for you. Therapists come from a mindframe of right nor wrong. Ever wonder when you ask them something and you say ".......right?" that they then ask you "....well do you think it's right?" this is all to get you to understand your own thoughts.

otherwise you wont get anywhere on your own when you depend on others to think for you. Life..my friend, does not operate like that.

so today..i say..

r u crazy?!
go see a therapist
you'd be insane not to go


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love.....oh here we go

OK so I'm not going to talk about love but a subcategory of that.

like, infatuation, admiration, all these are stepping stones to love(OK so i lied..i am talking about it lol.)

this is what we all feel while falling in love.

well I'm not at that stage yet. in fact I'm far from it but where i am at in my substage of getting to love is infatuation. I hate saying the word crush but that's what I'm doing right now. And the worst part about it is I'm "crushing" on a girl. my friend who tells me in order to get over her you should stop being friends with her.

that's just selfish!

another says stop the 1 on 1 hanging out time....again

that's just selfish!

why should i deprive her of being a friend of mine and spending time with me? i don't think that's far to either of us. We are great friends.

But OK... what I'm getting at is the art of like is very complex. Its almost like poker. You have to know which hand to play and when to play them. Sometimes you have to discard a few players in order to win but eventually you get a great hand.

right now I'm not a great poker player.. in fact I've only played.....never. but everyone has to start sometime right?

well... I'm hoping that with a few more practices and few hands that ill finally have the perfect hand.



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