Tuesday, April 20, 2010

intensity building, tense in my shoulders circling the kill, muzzle to the ground, words spoken forever profound, never investigate the teaching of a guru for any attempt will have him floored to fool you.

trickery and lies surface like the flood of the past,
thou cup runneth over so surrender to your fate for soon your hate will not last.
my army is ten fold duplicated in the attempt to break this pack
there will be hell to pay, soon all demons cast.

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transform into any emotion, your pick at the choosin, be careful the decision, may leave your heart as an unhealed incision.

needy is the feeling, longing is the desire, no matter how far the journey i will get higher. Wise words from a foolish man, in disguise he tells lies to teach you to play your hand.

just breathe out the stressors of the world sucked in too much will leave your lungs black as night, take flight into the night as we kiss because its only right.

way past due since the last time, so lets make out to make up for the lost time.

recurring

recurring dreams of
what should be, what could be, what would be, if only...
I lived up to my reality, i can be,
what should be, what could be, what would be, if only...
I follow my heart in desert storms & conquer my souls desire, then I can be,
what should be, what could be, what would be, if only...
There were something to hold me, mold me into that spectacle of amazement so that i can be,
what should be, what could be, what would be, if only...
you were with me
I rest my mind with these bags packed around my feet, gathered thoughts take flight in this weather of defeat. a night train to midnight, storming through this mystery of heartache to see a sunny day, a blessing for me is a moment away.

Seasons change it'll never be the same so im hoping i never stay the same. Catch the red eye tonight and play the guessing game, who knows where this storm will leave me, since human nature is embedded I must be set free.

All choked up, and nervous, about the journey thats to come, winter has arrived and warmth I have none. I'm shaking, to the core, so afraid of the seasons scorn, fall in place to see spring arrive, better unaware like a much welcomed surprise.

Seasons change it'll never be the same so im hoping i never stay the same. If I stay put for long I might never stay sane. Birds and the bees awaken my nightmare, sound the alarms to catch me from falling , I'll leave you a postcard with my heart fully scarred i swear.