when i fail to express myself in your most wanted way, ill submit a passage from my heart with dialog so sweet it'll sweep you away.

not too far away of course, just enough to long for more company. and honey my darling im falling hard. So if you can do me this favor and catch me with your sincerest regard, i'll gladly appreciate it and extend a kiss of gratitude.

It's that pouty attitude you exude when you think im being rude.
I love it so because it gives me a chance to let you know that i... loke you.

someone said that "true love finds you in the end"

well ive patiently waited my turn but yet i remain stubborn.
my apologies for this lapse in judgement, i want you to say you knew me back when i failed to recognize the greatness that was in store and this loneliness can become such a bore. so rescue me please.

tell me im the one and that our lives have just begun.
wait for it to sink in and then.. only then can i say that you win.
when i let down my guard and stop acting all hard.. yeah you know this softy.
so softly you whisper to me and you've fallen for me.

i pray this feeling never escapes this body

♥

open up

i had a talk today.. it went a little like this


+ i want it all.. all from you
- im a tad nervous as to what to do
+ well just open up and let the rest flow
- eh.. im not sure suggest this again tomorrow
+ time is of the essence so why wait?
- well, im scared of what i might say today
+ what might you express my dear?
- that i want you forever and always near
+ was that all babe? aww you're so cute
- yeah.. i know its silly what else was i to do?
+ open up and let the rest follow
- i think thats doable.. maybe make it the usual
+ i could get use to you
- yeah.. me too

♥

c&c

my heart is beating as i look up... im seeing your feet approach me slowly and only the lords knows the real me... but soon you shall too.

its a rarity, a gift given to few, and who knew that it would be you?

i'd be a liar to express no fears of whats to come but my love for you will never go undone. this journey has yet to begun. its so much fun to rhyme lines and paint the scenery of how things will be. and with the stroke of a pen i commence the image in my head of us laying in bed...sound bites never sounded so clear as you whisper to me 'i love you my dear.'

dont freak out of said exclamations
i know these proclamations will reveal themselves with great expectations..

what i know this moment forward is that you and i will embark on something worth noting.

♥

The kings of limbs the conquerer of all anatomy. I seek to understand the complex working of only 10% of the brain we barely comprehend. Its a task denied by many, picked up by few completed by one. me. hopefully.

ya see, I'm a composed human being with the inner workings of a genius in the making. It's a painstaking task at hand and it dawns on me at every chance to remind me of yet another battle left to climb. Slowly but surely the early bird gets the worm. such a cliche never rung true. literally. time is of the essence and you've got some nerve coming in at such a time as this.

Off the major frame of thought, my sincere apologies for the infraction on your conscious. I never meant any harm with the extension of my heart. I just figured a simple hello or hi wouldn't suffice. She said to me "take my advice, try again." a laugh then a dash for cover. whats next old feller?

ah nothing much. just a trace of old memories to spark this brain to uncover majestic sceneries id rather much be than here. right now. in this moment.

just a thought..

see it's only as far as you allow it to be.
i can only imagine the torment in your mind when my body starts to flee.
from the bed i left you in, so comfortably you layed there. sihouette, skin so bare that i couldn't help but ask if i may share, partake in a nibble. Its sensual so unusual. so the the conclusion should be you and me.

off to work to my 9-5 & the drive to my surprise i envisioned you layed there on your side. waiting for me to arrive, barring gifts and kisses and your the only misses i need.

indeed the task itself is just as troubling as the hike up hill but if you will so kindly bare with me and join me on this journey, then we can make light of the situation and in due time feel that bubbly sensation. the same kind described in the sonnet you placed on my pillow case.


every second i wait to gaze upon your face i store those ticks against the clock in a sack. and just like that when we emerge together i release those ticks in the form of a boastful kiss.

:]

i just

sit and wonder for a second
is it a blessin or a curse
which hand to pick
stuck in a rut
of past thoughts n mis-trust.

i play my hand at the game
to see what i land on
a land-mine for wired dimes spilling secrets from the pores of open sores. i guess i was a bore. fixated you were, this whole process was a blur.

such a silly game i play when my heart is on the line.
i contemplate the ways to make you all mine.

but if in all honestly you'd rather be without me then go ahead and leave me. i lack the time and the patience to be stuck around babysittin, cryin n wishin that it was I you were missin.

ill take it day by day.
as only my mom would say.
shit its the only way.
will i give up this way?
i fail to know if i do or dont
but a mental break is what i need to feel ok today.

freestyle

gon head girl doubt my ability but lyrically i physically assault you verbally.
i don't take too kindly to insults. never mind my hand as it floats across ya throat.
its about time i release this beast from its cage, i take ya face worser than nick cage
its a nickname i gave him
kinda like ya mom, shes dedicated to this always on time
i receive salutes religiously
but mentally its just not the right pick for me

i thought we had it all till we dropped the ball
no need for name calls who am i to tell who was the first to fall?
im a sucker for a lover
just another rope to climb on while you get ya play on.

dream on sore loser
how you know she was gon pick her?
well man its kinda like this
when you play ya last and settle for a trick
they up n leave ya for diamond in the sky
while traveling in that mile high club.
the dumbest shit ever when you fallen in love
tell her whats up, that u gave in to give up
to lay on her chest
while listenin to dub-step.

but check it, im not done yet.
not the greatest but the illest.
id rather be sick so you pick me
nurse this beast i think im feelin sickly.
a cough and pant a soft rage and rant about how i cant get my act together.
how was i suppose to know i was best for her.
open up ya mind and ya heart will soon follow
such a long process like the sleepy hollow.
i got time to waste if you take the place next to me
its obviously the best thing for you and me. so see.
i peep game from the sideline players. they whisper the plan so i attack like Goliath
depending on the angle i look like an angel.
move too fast n now im ahead of my class.
scouts honor i wont bother her anymore



nothins too far when these beats n bars
are by far the strangest occurrence
since the emergence of the king
ding dong ya career is long gone.
stupid fool ya got it all wrong.
flash n cash n stack ur all wack.
lost momentum when the pendulum swung in the opposite direction.
listener discretion be advice i seamlessly mastered my creativity when the pen hit the pad.
and just like that i got you all mad.
yeah just like that got you all mad.

don't you love it when the underdog takes over and just does it?
you wasn't ya best when compared to the rest.
take nap while you get slapped around. or better yet
pull out ya android and follow the apps the sound the fake claps.
cuz you will never get appreciated.
so don't you ever affiliate yourself with the all highest.
all fliest better yet call me your majesty.
i can see my future mapped out like its suppose to be.
see, im on top. you barely made by ya skins.
dig in to my leftovers.
bums be drummin um n lovin um
so i just go n smother um with puns n runs.
then is done. layed to rest, lights out before the sun goes down
the realist shit will reveal itself.
i let the rest unfold
thats how my story will go.
listen to the king and rest will follow.




none the greatest testimente to a real life legend in the makin.
stop hatin, and get the congradulatin

this girl.

i get hints and winks from dames
and fast blinks tell me that
time is of the essence.

so when i find the one she'll be more than a blessin. i knew this girl whose last name escapes my brain. she was like this other girl who, well i fail to remember her place as well

but where i falter i make up for with attempts to meet my one at the alter.

i tell myself this time is different. oh crazy this lady with her tongue so amazing and shit if i keep this going who knows when she'll be one of the unforgettable.

her panties were... edible. too sweet for one taste so i came, and came, and came back for more.

little did i know that i would become the one who was forgettable.

we pass on the street only to meet as strangers do time and time again. did i win? oh no.

i knew this girl who said my last name escaped her brain.

yeah, the forgettable.