Sunday, April 25, 2010

why is it that..

every time i see your face smile, i find myself struggling for words?
why is it that..
every time you doubt the beauty you posses i find myself wanting to hold you in my arms?
why is it that..
every time you speak wisdom not of this world, i fall in awe of amazement?
why is it that..
every time we're together, i think how lucky i am to walk right beside you?

maybe it's because theres something telling me that your worth exploring.
maybe it's because you're the risk I'm willing to take.
maybe it's because I've fallen for less so I'm ready this time

who knows unless i try, right?
well give me a try and if you're not satisfied, I'll gladly step aside and aid in your quest to find the best, so rest your pretty little head on my shoulder because it's getting colder out there with no one to hold, so be bold and take that chance. I say we dance, just like we did that night. It felt so new it had to be right. I won't give up and settle for lame, It's you who I want to tame.

confused?

Why yes, thank you for the acknowledgement. Conversations with a fellow friend of random odds n ends is the best kind of time spent. I came to her with problems in my hand and laid them on the table to blame the man. She told me theres no hope in false accusations so I reshuffled my hand and explained the situations.

They're very simple you see, I'm a girl who likes girls, who likes girls, who likes girls, that look like boys. See? Well if you didn't get it how hard can it be? once more from the top, one, two, three. I'm a girl, who likes girls, who likes girls, who look like boys.

I can't make it any simpler if I tried to. So if your still there for a listen I thank you. I'm really not that complicated because I hide it well. When i was younger I took apart a pencil sharpener and put it back together again. Was that random? oh well.

Because girls like it when I make their toes curl, but unfurl the emotion from the bottom of the ocean so time can unwind from refined to rural. New age element is what we're living in, happiness disguise through sin, but don't give in too soon, not yet a full moon, to set your heart a blazin, isn't it amazing? how one girl can fool you? I thought about it the other day, when she glanced my way. I said "hey!" She looked away, but to my dismay she came to sit by me, bought me some coffee. We conversed over her converse, black they were, mysterious as her persona, but I could still smell the aroma of the honessty she portrayed when she gave me a kiss. This, this is what dreams are made of, left to bask in the sun, roll around have some fun, time is endless when your in love.

Love is a word
rarely heard
since we crush the dreams
of things unseen
it's gone from our eyes
but merely in disguise
so check your pockets
for rockets and sockets
and fix that glitch
to make it appear
because here
is a word
that is rarely heard.
Thank You.

what it feels like for a girl

Those feelings go unheard when the same is preferred. Bottle up the emotions to keep things steady a floatin but I cant promise the glass won't shatter because I'm only human but to you that doesn't matter so when I leave for the fifth time you better not come after, tears down my face confused with laughter.

Questions build up from this mess of misery, what am to do? suppose to do? is it her? or me? well I don't know, she never said say anything, so don't plan that trip just from your assuming. I'd like to call it planning ahead but walking the streets dark and alone will have me dead. "I feel so stupid!" since when did I even feel? It's better to go back to trusting no one since the theory of happily ever after isn't real.

Fables and lies stuffed with ooo's and aahh's, make children grow up believing they can make it if they try because isn't it just the two of us? the two of us can make it, if we try? Thats that song that made me wanna go on a rampage, the next chapter is a mystery to me too so just turn the next page.


I think better when i'm silent and focused like a cheetah on the kill, only difference with that is he seeks that thrill of tearing out the heart of his prey. I only wanted you to stay. Just a little while longer till the hurt has healed but it's my fault right? that wasn't part of the deal.

ok, I gotcha, I'll just head on home now, I should make this my last footstep, my final bow. I can't take this shit anymore! I thought I had the upper hand! I guess I was only fooling myself...... again.