Sunday, September 26, 2010

AS

love birds are in bloom and as the sun sets im bound to think of you, golden skin melts on my canvas and we'll feel the breeze blow in. Love birds are just around the corner and soon we'll be able to soar above the city lights and with all my might i'll carry you all the way as we take flight.

so different this may be if it's I you want to be, with then lets sip from the same glass and share the lovely blending of everything we have seen and late at night i dream of you, and i. so high i find myself and never lay me to rest like a secret remedy on the shelf.

i'd like to treat you to a delectable treat called love. lets nibble together but be my guest to indulge to your hearts desire because my love gets all she wants and in every hour i find more power to keep my vanity charged and you are by far the best thing that has come my way since the beginning of the day, like the sun rays that grace your beautiful face, i paint a perfect picture and kiss your neck and slither out of bed, but true beauty needs no sleep, so deep i've found myself that i've lost hope of regaining solid ground, and dare i say it you found me in the moment where i declare it's heaven sent.

lord knows im confused as the next fool but you show me that you're the way to happiness so guide me in and real me with a kiss and the day you walk away is a day i wont forget, so promise your heart from now till eternity and i'll return the exchange with a fair range of ooo's and aahh's and fa la la's because baby you're my ... "supa sta"

my fear and doubt is dwindling like the candle on the window pane and when i hear your name there goes a flutter of emotion like the truest devotion i wanna give my all to you, because its the trust that rings true.

random as this poem is as timely as this encounter lives, i live through every chance we take and every day we embark i know that from the start you are, again, by far the best thing i know.

im unaware of my actions the moment we kiss but im alert as ever of the feelings that come with.

Monday, September 20, 2010

A.S.

blessings come in such a marvelous form. cruel and lovely they manifest within chest never leaving me alone.

the cure of the a love found yet lacking a peaceful sound bites in my ear send waves of messages telling me that this is just a test and if i pass then you and i can skip class and skip down the hallway to the pathway of our future.

to tell her im scared would be an understatement because im so impatient and to have us waiting leaves me hating every second im not there to touch your hair and this just isnt fair.

i longed for so long to have someone understand the complex workings of my being and to be handed such a gift without a key to see what there is for me has me with the dreadful uncertainty of if this will be.

i pray for change, rearrange these thoughts and actions in my brain so that one night of sleep i arise sane, in my own compartment and yet i feel a tad lethargic, and just crazy that this girl could be my lady!

she's just as crazy as i because we both feel the need, the need for speed as we zoom down the path together and what if she's all i ever needed. lets cool our jets before this thing gets too heated.

let this bake like the sweetest soufflé and one day, yeah one day that make believe date to your secret garden will be a reality. and just for me you'll sing a song of how you waited so long for a gal like me to come along.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

scattered

my mind is going a million a second and sit back and take in this lesson
i dabble in the mess n just like that i lost the plan. plan A was second to B but she was the only thing i could see so this only left me with the grave uncertainty to have A lady leave me.

broke the heart shattered to pieces and i gather the memories n reasons as to why i should be the one leavin, and she said to me "why are you so deceivin?" I stumbled on the ground alone and found my heart impounded and all around it was the silhouette of the love we made and were i use to lay my head. but sooner than later it would be found dead

i hate to say it ended this way
so cold and fractured
but shouldn't it be that apology is all that matters?

as a matter of fact just like that, wait, i like that, thats where the money at.
off track again, time to pick up a pen n think again about the wonders of our heavenly sin.

should it be that eventually, you and i will become intertwined and inevitably i see that the best has yet to set sail and put up the bail and if i fail to deliver the goods then leave as you should. But if I were you i would seal the night with a kiss and a bye bye so again set sail and fly high among the sky and leave this lustful loser behind because this is the time to declare your moment and scream "mine!"


Sunday, September 12, 2010

just a blurb

thunder falls yet lightening stalls to see what hand may turn to play, whether to pour out rage or commit to another delay. such a game i face when left with this pace-ful graceful face that i seem to encounter and every hour on the double i find myself in trouble because i cant muster up enough courage to make it over the hurdle.

its such a painstaking decision when left with a mission of what to do with my heart. and.. from the start, well i fell short of weary and you were just so.. dreamy that i had to say something and and this thing, well, did i tell you i fell short of.. oh right i did.

i kid with the repetitiveness and offer this kiss. if you should happen to take it then make it last forever because sooner or later we'll savor the sweet favor of this thing they call....

ohh whats the use in the misuse of attraction the laws of such may have a slight infraction due to the imperfection of life we are all forced to sign away our hearts and from the start you had a sliver of my heart. i kept most so i remained a host of the unknown so just in case i end up alone i know its no ones fault but my own.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

melody

bask in the glory of the moment and when it dawns that she gone then the moment cant last too long. She takes the sunshine in her pocket sails like a rocket, and just like that i lost it, lost my composure, felt the empty the air from where i use to hold her. Could it be this reason or season that has me feeling this crazy, lazy, hazy, hey baby..

hey baby. you should be my lady

not another second too soon or you'lll miss the the blessing resting on your shoulder telling to you stop for second and smell the flower, final hour to make a decision, take this gift for the givin. transic transit pulls to your station board the dreams and pick pocket the goodies, exit the train track and sit back, swim with the little buddies, they keep you a float never alone to condone those lonely thoughts that had too bad you were sad, i would've been there to kiss those lips, it's you i miss.

it's you i miss. wait for it. then savor it.

when the moment comes it wont be long before the sun rises and to be honest you be the flyest chic. i bet on the sunset to check with you in my final hour that we can walk as one and channel this infinite power. so overwhelming the thought of the only shot i have to grab you by the hand and whisper in ya ear

hey baby. you should be my lady.

so, is this whats left of this game? magic roll of the dice and puff in the dark your gone, waited so long for an epiphany to land on me, to place that tiffany on your pinky, but then you run back to keep me thinking that maybe we should wait. to see if theres enough gas in the tank to keep on keepin on, im antsy so the crafts keep my sanity in tact, lay back and knock on the beats, i write what im too chicken shit to say find a way to creatively deviously have you land upon my work. then spin you around and say

hey baby. you should be my lady.