both sides of the spectrum

Where does my mind go when the heavens close left to pray alone? What am i suppose to say when im all choked up and your ok? Who do i turn to when the skies fade from blue? When can i breathe again to be able to count my second win?

hope is given to the deserved fallen, so i hop back up so no one sees me fallin.

another day, another chance, anther smile, another glance. Another opportunity to create our romance. One foot in leaves one foot out, but give me a second to figure things out. Because im better in one position instead of on the fence, but i protect my heart better when im on the defence.

i've got a defective heart till you come near me, walk away now and it'll freeze up quickly. One liners are the best when you want them temporarily but im a long term jotter, quick writer..barely

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the'yve got time while i've got freedom

i'll be livin my life just waitin for the right one

but i wont sit still with doubts or confusion

i'll be livin my life w/ no tricks or illusions

my stories to tell can one day save a life

so i'll be livin my days even through dark cold nights

i wont lie and say my days wont get tough

but i'll be lvin my life knowin im still loved

sometimes i say the best part of me was always you

and

sometimes i feel that what we had was still so true

but

they've got time while i've got freedom

so i'll be livin my life till i find the right one

♥