Saturday, February 27, 2010

im stuck

between a rock and a soft place, crashin at the pad steady lookin at a scared face. cuz, i hurt you in the past just too much to last, is it too much to say we was moving too fast?

didnt think it would come to this, rivers flowin up from the hurt n shit. i tried to make it work but u was feelin too hurt so i threw up my hands knees fallin to the dirt.

too many chances given, so many words spoken, none can compare, to the love we was makin. id trade it all just to see you smile again, the biggest winner on the lot name the price on what u wanna spend.


im just

moving in the wind of emotions forever goin a mile a second my heart races, i take paces back and forth to find my belonging, longing for the truth, maybe waiting for you. should i close my eyes since nothing really matters, matters at all anyway, they say it's better to move on another dawn will come.

my worrisum heart grows impatient since im left waiting, maybe for you? the truth hurts like a passing stone, papa was a rolling stone, so wherever he layed his hat was him home, i could never condone the lifestyle of a faded figure only mirror image i see is a soul of the empty, shell that longs to be filled with the will, desire, passion, hope, inspiration, whats my destination?, maybe you?

im a sucker for the fallin soilder i'll be the shoulder you cry on because your my dawn i've been waiting for, to even the score, so many chances left to fail but one day i'll prevail.

because im tired of the being the one left waiting, for you.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

channeling biggie

when, things go topsy turvey, like a derby, swayin to the left n the right so dirty, keep it tight take flight to the sun crash course to burn, then ya learn, whats the deal? whose real in the game where you end up dead been fed lies to keep the flies from floatin up ahead.

when will i learn? things come best when its earned? i dont hate to save face, show mercy, feelin earthy, one with the nature, two with the green, three for the future, tell me whats it gonna be?

cuz i, spit fire like a dope mad hatter, wait, nevermind it doesnt matter. i freeze under pressure to explode in comfort, best left unsaid my bullets leave you colder. a threat to the chest can seal it all with a check, check rhyme no time like the present, i says it, i check it, i'll bet it, now check it.

listen while ya here too stingy my dear, the world'll leave you lonely to die slowly keep ya back perked up wit a listen ear. Heed the warnin of my emptiest souls cuz the pockets roll deep walkin on cracklin soles. lace up ya sneaka, smoke a little reefa, say sweet nothings n i'll betcha i'll keepa

Saturday, February 6, 2010

V want more!



moooooore?! yes!
V Magazine along with it's quarterly Vman Magazine are the newest of news in this world of fashion we live in. Although it's been around since 03' (i may be off by a year or 2) this magazine has been a hit and has yet to look back.
Stunning covers, Clever issues, Marvolous designers; its not wonder this magazine has seen so much success.
what stands out most abut this magazine is the openess/ acceptance of all figures, races, sizes, & styles.
for example:


SEXY


for example:


FIERCE.

all the makings of an amazing magazine.

happy reading

Monday, February 1, 2010

im not as strong as you think i am

never as tough as the one poised to be but as weak as the feelings free. Because you have to pay to be hard n shit. n Shit, its hard! I'm not made of the trees that easily replenish themselves as the wisp of a breeze. Dually noted it will replenish itself. While I, i sit on a shelf waiting for my do over, my make over to become better than i was the moment i walked away. Walked away from the day you said "its always something with you!", well excuse my ass for sleeping through fog pants soaked from the grass because all i wanted to do was make this happiness last. Stayed a bit past due but then again who said i wanted to see you? I'm not a happy person by nature but more of a fighter. I try my best to please you momentarily only to fuck up due my lack of enormity. i try my darnedest to greet you with news of joy but to my dismay criticism to my ears are your only form of pay.

but one day... just one day, like the leaf on the tree i'll be a blessing to spark one little person with shade and they'll joyously scream "you know what? you just made my day!" I don't doubt the love, i don't dare deny that, but what crushes the soul is the parachute from the heavens to the earth with aimed bullets disguised as love filled with hate.

like God's love i will prevail.