I'm..

im holding back what id really like to say.

(i want you. thats just it.. is that ok?)

im nothing more than human so thats all i've got

(id give you my last cent because to me you mean a lot)

im just a girl who protects whats truly valuable

(my heart is all i have left its the only thing semi salvageable)

im withdrawing the words of things to convey

(truth is im afraid you'll go away)

im not saying i lack feelings, im just.. in a tight spot

(just bare with me if it takes a while to reveal all ive got)

im willing to try if you are

(tell me you feel the same)

im.. im just not ready to fall beneath the surface

and theres no one to blame.

"the i ain'ts "

i ain't got the things that make your face covered in tears,

i ain't got the makings of the dreams created from fears,

i got everything you need but defeat.

to loose right now would leave me weak.

i ain't made of steal i promise.

i ain't less of a woman if i fail to feel..honest.

i got a life to live with space for another

so take this hand and be the other.

i ain't got a problem too big to solve

i aint the one to put up a wall

i got what it takes to capture your smile

place it over my heart and let it sit for a while.

so if this message should make it on time, i ain't sayin nothing but "but be mine"

♥