the cure of the a love found yet lacking a peaceful sound bites in my ear send waves of messages telling me that this is just a test and if i pass then you and i can skip class and skip down the hallway to the pathway of our future.
to tell her im scared would be an understatement because im so impatient and to have us waiting leaves me hating every second im not there to touch your hair and this just isnt fair.
i longed for so long to have someone understand the complex workings of my being and to be handed such a gift without a key to see what there is for me has me with the dreadful uncertainty of if this will be.
i pray for change, rearrange these thoughts and actions in my brain so that one night of sleep i arise sane, in my own compartment and yet i feel a tad lethargic, and just crazy that this girl could be my lady!
she's just as crazy as i because we both feel the need, the need for speed as we zoom down the path together and what if she's all i ever needed. lets cool our jets before this thing gets too heated.
let this bake like the sweetest soufflé and one day, yeah one day that make believe date to your secret garden will be a reality. and just for me you'll sing a song of how you waited so long for a gal like me to come along.
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