I'm..

im holding back what id really like to say.

(i want you. thats just it.. is that ok?)

im nothing more than human so thats all i've got

(id give you my last cent because to me you mean a lot)

im just a girl who protects whats truly valuable

(my heart is all i have left its the only thing semi salvageable)

im withdrawing the words of things to convey

(truth is im afraid you'll go away)

im not saying i lack feelings, im just.. in a tight spot

(just bare with me if it takes a while to reveal all ive got)

im willing to try if you are

(tell me you feel the same)

im.. im just not ready to fall beneath the surface

and theres no one to blame.

"the i ain'ts "

i ain't got the things that make your face covered in tears,

i ain't got the makings of the dreams created from fears,

i got everything you need but defeat.

to loose right now would leave me weak.

i ain't made of steal i promise.

i ain't less of a woman if i fail to feel..honest.

i got a life to live with space for another

so take this hand and be the other.

i ain't got a problem too big to solve

i aint the one to put up a wall

i got what it takes to capture your smile

place it over my heart and let it sit for a while.

so if this message should make it on time, i ain't sayin nothing but "but be mine"

♥

today

what have you triggered in me? such a simple state of being has me at the plank ready to dive into a pool of everything but misery. Because this blissful scenery has taken me to the point of a euphoric state. And i'd hate to let is pass. so much sass that i just cant handle that thought of the moment we lost touch of, what was most important to us.

the trust we had, the oo's and ahh's and fa la la's that made me happy to put the second on pause. i stood there and watched you dance, prance even since this is the season for giving, i will give you my all and together we can watch the leaves fall..

forgive my cheesy scheme to create this rhyme thing, its just that well, i feel what i mean and the hearts telling me that this is the next best thing to that song im tempted to sing.. to you. its the one with all those melodies and harmonious flows and ..well you know how it goes. we turned it up as loud as it could go just to say "oh oh ,oh , oh"

but.. oh well. the time passed us by and left me on the tips of my toes with just enough muster in my soul to ask for one more go.

what do you say?

not today?

ok..

i guess ill just wait then.. but since when did this turn into a plutonic friendship? some things are better when courted by a feller or fella or whatever is betta...

no real structure to the way my heart flutters. i just does what it does with the love from others

♥