my bike

ok so i was contemplating whether i should get this or not and i thought about it... why not? i mean i'm already covered with them so might as well add the part of me that i love so dearly to the collection. I was looking around for the kind of image i wanted and came across a funky yet simple drawing of one. i liked it an initially planned to get just that. but at the last minute i changed my mind and went with this..

some would say this is stupid.. & to those i say ... fuck you. lol jk. but no i say if u love it, if its something that's special to you, why not? i see my body as a canvas for art and by golly im gonna use up every inch of space i have left to express to world who i am and what i stand for!

and it begins..now

I'm not gonna make this too personal but my life right now has taken a turn like a typical page in a teen movie. Where the child no longer can handle living at home and packs up everything they have and leaves...well folks... that's me lol. I'm going to write in every now and then just to clear my head. I'm not going to make this like some sort of last note for my friends in case they never see me again because that will not happen.

yes I'm at rough patch right now but things will get better. (Keep telling myself.."it could always be worse.") I'm going to make it.. this is a much needed lesson that needs to be learned. And in my case learned the hard way. And I'm OK with that. It sucks like a hell but there is nothing i can do about it. I made my bed now i have to lay in it.

I'm 20 years old....20! its about time i get my shit together!

if people younger can do it and in worse conditions i certainly can do it.

stay up, be positive, have hope
:)