i, create these problems for myself knowing that i'll never get the answer i was looking for.
in due time for sure, will i know whats meant to be. but for now i guess i have to go because theres nothing there for me.
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i know its common,
to speak of beginnings yet to pass
but all i have are promises that projects them to last
i have all the time in your world,
if only theres a place to be
im only one human being whose destined to be free
free of the darkness that solitude binds me to.
i want so dearly to see you here with me
but i know that in due time you'll understand that its with me that you'll find peace.
not another line passed over the waves of gluttony, and mundane. but a decree as loud as my love that whats meant to be will be..
so i guess, there in that moment, i must sit back and count the days for your realization. but this steady contemplation of what decision you'll make has my heart on the edge bracing for a break.
im not the patient type, so don't believe the hype. but im the gracious type and i'll fight with all my might.
none of the above might take hold, but one thing is if for certain; these feelings never get old.
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