Tuesday, December 22, 2009

so, i finally found a girl to write about no doubt she has my feelings so deep i can sink to bottom if thats where she wants me no need in floatin to the top. tik tok goes the clock when time passes by i think of a new high a new cloud 9 to sit on dreams go on n on. i day dream about her and only see the vison of the future where im sittin on the porch sippin tea gettin smakced by the breeze but to me thats where i wanna be.

you and i can make it cuz i said so. dont question my flow. just hold my hand let me lead n follow. i kiss your forehead to calm the sparks in ur belly you start to shake like jelly no need to worry r u ready? im about to take you on a journey filled with laughter and luxury.

send the packege off first class take a dash to the ends of the earth n back i got skills that could land us a four star suite without leavin the pad. wonder how? well its simple. i kiss your dimple you fall into a coma wake up to sensual aroma of my best cookin you savor the flavor but stop now girl save some for later.

i show you to your oasis you close eyes you blink once blink twice seems as though we in a dream filled with familiar faces. all your favorite characters come to life in a single flash of dreams differemt themes pop up like a page turner 1st scene next scene whats it gonna be.

"baby are you up? im not done yet. weve got lost more in store before the sun sets." i got a surprise so just close your eyes and follow the sound of my voice dont tamper with the evidence dont make too much noise. its sound asleep its in too deep when the time comes we'll awake it make it everything we want it to be. we'll make our dreams a reality.

anything for you, i may not have much but innovation mixed in with my imagination can trigger just the spot to give you that "woah" sensation. i mean what i say when i say it and its true. id give my life just for you. you make me see what the world hides from me

sensational

i feel a strange sensation sort of a tingly sensation because for her i'd give a standing ovation. She means that much to me cant you see? I feel theres a need for competition to stay ahead of her.

Reason is I like the look of surprise on her face when she sees what I hand her. It's your favorite flower with a million milkshakes but they can never match the sweetness you give me and the butterflies i feel. tell me this is real.

I've learned to take it day by day but to say I cant wait to kiss you would go against what i've been taught. Because the future has me feeling distrought due to the fact that I have to wait. I'm the impatient type that likes to keep all the goodies for myself so forgive me if i pull u closer and kiss you like they do in the movies i just wanna feel what they feel after they seal the deal. Lets seal the moment with a hug and a bye bye but im counting the second to once again be able to say hi.

Those nights needed to recharge my battery only makes sense so i can waste myself on you. I'd be glad to have an extra serving of whatever your dishing up good or bad becasue at the end of the day i can still say we were together.

5 minutes without talking feels like an eternity of hell check my vital signs for a dizzy spell i feel too weak to think of another fraction of a second that kept you away from my arms. i gotta calm myself but all signs point to green i must be dead because everyone around me sees red.


this is one the few artists i respect in music period..

this is why

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Monday, December 7, 2009

rainy day fashion

im getting older (today is my 21st birthday..just saying) and im starting to tolerate the rain. I have no choice but to seeing as it always rains on my Birthday. No disrespect to the Pear harbor Veterans (Dec 7th is the anniversary of pearl Harbor) but i think that day is cursed. it ALWAYS rains.. never fails.



so.. with that said i need to get use to the rain and try to welcome it with open arms. i say just because its raining that doesn't mean you can't dress fashionable. if anything it gives you a chance to layer, show off your goodies (clothing), and express your more creative side.

im simple but i like to layer. I wore 2 basic colors: black & pomegranate


Matte Faux Leather jacket from American Appearl, pomegranate v-neck from American Appearl, black boots from Nordstroms rack, and black skinnies from H&M.i also added a multicolored mocked floral scarf that i found at forever 21. its like a Persian rug filled with colors! i love it. personally i like to have mostly one color on as a neutral then ad a dash of something. i think it sets off the outfit but not in an obnoxious way.




its kind of a drag.. get it? drag? because u have to drag down to see these clothes? lol.
im a dork.
anywho.. so thats what i wore today.
simple. i had other things but those were more accessories than anything.
happy rainy day
:)

Sunday, December 6, 2009

la música el arte del amor

i'm trying to expand my spanish speaking abilities. My girlfriend wont teach me becasue she says she doesnt like her accent. i love it! but anywho thats not the point of the posting.

the point of this post is like the title says "la música el arte del amor" the music the art the love.

im all about those 3 in every way shape and form. I express my love of music through art on my body. i express my art through writing with music. i express my music through the art of dancing and humoring others.

i love all 3 for 3 simple reasons. they fulfill their duty to the fullest (if you allow it to). music can be the defining moment of your day whether it be turning a frown upside down or pumping you up to burn off those calories you stuffed at thanksgiving. Music can also be a way to express your love of someone, something, and or someplace.

"Quiero que la música sea mi cura" i want music to be my cure.

art is one of the best outlets for any form of emotion. art to me is an umbrella of which everything you do can constitute as art. the blessing about art is that there is no concrete definition of it. it's an outlet.. for YOU; to do, say, write, create, blog (lol), paint, sing, mesh, blend, sculpt, carve, sketch, whatever your heart desires.

"Quiero que mi arte para inspirar al mundo" i want my art to inspire the world

the saying "love is a loosing game" sung so lovely my Amy Winehouse, is something i dare not believe. To me love is the basic essence that molds many things together. Now you may say "love didnt make him stay", or "if love is so strong why didn't he love me back?" Love is fluid. which means its constantly moving. I see it as God. When you need him he's there, it may not be when you want it to be but he's there. Love is there when you need it the most. You may not like the way its being shown or how slow its growing to have an impact on you specifically, but its there. it's tricky. Love is something worth putting up a fight for.

"me amas" love me

:)