what it feels like for a girl

Those feelings go unheard when the same is preferred. Bottle up the emotions to keep things steady a floatin but I cant promise the glass won't shatter because I'm only human but to you that doesn't matter so when I leave for the fifth time you better not come after, tears down my face confused with laughter.

Questions build up from this mess of misery, what am to do? suppose to do? is it her? or me? well I don't know, she never said say anything, so don't plan that trip just from your assuming. I'd like to call it planning ahead but walking the streets dark and alone will have me dead. "I feel so stupid!" since when did I even feel? It's better to go back to trusting no one since the theory of happily ever after isn't real.

Fables and lies stuffed with ooo's and aahh's, make children grow up believing they can make it if they try because isn't it just the two of us? the two of us can make it, if we try? Thats that song that made me wanna go on a rampage, the next chapter is a mystery to me too so just turn the next page.

I think better when i'm silent and focused like a cheetah on the kill, only difference with that is he seeks that thrill of tearing out the heart of his prey. I only wanted you to stay. Just a little while longer till the hurt has healed but it's my fault right? that wasn't part of the deal.

ok, I gotcha, I'll just head on home now, I should make this my last footstep, my final bow. I can't take this shit anymore! I thought I had the upper hand! I guess I was only fooling myself...... again.