a handful

is the title of an old song by Escape. I'm not sure if the spelling is correct but you understand what i mean. its the basic spelling of that word lol.

anyway, i anted to just rant about the people in out lives. It seems like more and more we find ourselves at crossroads with our friends (if it's just me then ignore this post.)

i found myself questioning every friend i have, and ya know what? I've come to realize that i have very few honest trustworthy friends. I have a small handfull (the size of a 5 year olds hand.) And to tell you the truth, im happy with that. I use to think that having thousands of friends are going to make you happy.

1. you can make yourself happy...in many..many ways ;)
2. not every friend you have is going to be there for you. Sometimes they're ment to be there temporarily to connect you to better people.
3. who wants thousands of friends? thats too many people to please.

life is to rare and precious to spend worrying about stupid things and stupid people. I'm sorry that sounds harsh but sometimes you have to be. I'm learning that all i need are hanful (if that) of close true friends to keep me going through life.

and hey.. if you'd like to be apart of the circle..show me that your not like everyone else i nthe world that takes from the tree of life without growing a seed in return and i'll give you shot

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