i came..

now that im done i sit alone and ponder my thoughts. sucked into the pattern of such misery its hard to follow the pitter patter flow a blissful scenery. I scatter along in hopes to find my way, to say farewell to those dark demons and pack them away tightly.

all over the place with these thoughts of mine they seem to resurface at the randomness of times. mostly when im alone which seems be the usual so forgive my repetitiveness im a bit unusual. I fool you all with my sense of knowledge but little do thee know i fail short of the thrown and fall down all on my own.

i came once before but was left in a pool of nothing nice. it's what they like to call love. trickery is its best dish i take a slip and dive head first, cracked my head and bleed out my soul for anyone to take, dishes shatter from impact she said its just too much to take.

so she ran out the door never to look back or ask for more. poor poor she failed to know she was tethered to the floor left to bleed once more. how silly the foul to think she could leave this man doesn't she know how much this world is cruel?

he's here to save you! stay and never leave! you unpack your trust and dish it out throw it to the wolves, no one cares to keep it, since the values a bust. a girl calls her name from the window pane she scampers little dampers of light capture her heart. "we need to leave.." it was the light waves so frightening that kept her up at night. she heard "we need to leave.." and swore to take the next flight.

unshackle the chains and unleash the pain, she said "we need to leave.." so she knew it was the only way.

one shot in the dark, she dare not miss..

she knew never more would it be his kiss she'd miss..

one shot in the dark, she dare not miss..

she knew never more would she live like this..

one shot in the dark, she dare not miss..

all it took.

one shot.