why even try rationalizing.

one more sarcastic remark to test my patience is too much to take when at a moments break i find myself on the verge of breaking your neck n heck i just cant take it anymore. I try to prevent these past occurrence from being an eye sore, but these past festivities have become such a bore. Or, maybe it's more.

Maybe it's the company i've been kept, felt this irritation for so long that it's something worth noting. Show me who you really are without the glimmer and glam of a crackling star.

I'm over the bickering, and taunting of strangers who fail to keep your interest and fall into the pits of the things you think are "the shit." One day, a shot too soon, will my feelings ring true and i'll unleash this beast and map out the lies and trickery you all have poured unto me, but pitty me not. Consider it a selfish considerate deal. For i'll tell you how i feel, it'll be real, and then, from there i part ways. because i don't care to continue my days in such ways that convey drama among people who mean a tad more than much to me.

I deserve the highest of highs and the best of best, no longer should i put up with the bullshit and be left with the rest n left on my own, all alone, but "hey its ok, don't trip! i gotchu." nah, ill pass but heres a big fuck you!

i may not ever express myself in the form of my liking but i pray to GOD i have the strength to overcome this urge of fighting with the right to settle for the wrong because i wanna believe it's were i belong. well not for long. I am too strong to hold myself back, i have too much potential to fall off track.