what else

as i awaken these thoughts in mind that have bee asleep for some time, i, come to the conclusion that all this pitter patter across the floor for some eye sore of a feelin is maybe all an illusion. no need to scamper across the pavement for ways of savin face just embrace the moment you embarked and when the moment has dawned on you.. you'll know.

that all this struggling with yourself can only get you so far..off the path thats meant to be marked with you name as the winning flag and then at last you can do that dance you waited on for so long, i saw your face. the happiness you misplaced along with the grace just to save face was all it took for you end up in last place.

you see im just nothing but shortcomings and sometimes im something partially long lasting but the last thing i remember is her, voice. telling me i had a choice either to give in and give my all or stand stubborn and wait for the fall. i knew i could have it all but.. maybe its those shortcomings and odd sayings that have me praying to this all knowing image n this just in.

im done.