i can't

i can't help thinking what might be
i can't help the yearning for what could be
i can't help it this time so maybe thats just it
maybe it's the thought alone that settles me to forfite
i think i'll just rest in solitude till you get here
or maybe if i wait too long i'll miss something i might have here.

oh dear, im so confused because i wanted you so
i still feel for something so maybe i still do, ya know?
maybe if you leave or i go then time will reveal whats meant for us
i see something in your eyes, past the lip balm and sultry lust
i see our hands intertwinded at any chance given
i see our lips connected yes this is what i invision

i can't help but want you
i can't help but think of you
i can't help myself to enough of you
so if i can't wait for you
then i can't have you.
i don't deserve to.