it should be a new season

I wanna think i have a plan for myself.
i wanna think a little bit more of myself.
i know its not that hard but
when your backs against the wall
you start to doubt shit n leave it on the shelf.
i wanna see the beauty in my world.
i wanna see my hands in a girl.
i wanna see us in our own world.

i know these feelings of mine are kinda complicated
i know my truths come out a bit fabricated
but the truth is
im useless without you.
what use do i have
when you 're not my other half.


i guess my downfall was the wall i put up.
i guess its up to me to feed my luck.
never knew it was this easy to fall in love.
i walked right up to you and my heart was smitten
who am i kidding
this type of love was meant to be givin.
im not giving up.
i know i have a lot of love inside and if i can just skip past my pride then we can be smooth sailin in the moonlight.

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scenarios like this have me questioning my intent.
like if i try hard n shit could it be legit?
like could i wife this girl for all eternity and make her mine that easily?
all i gotta do is spit truths that i love you and only you?
yo, it can't be that easy b.
I was told love was hard as fuck and the trust don't come easily.
well this girl gave it up on the first night right.


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